My life began at 28, the years before were a little lame.
Alright, I promise to be more poetic.
It’s been a year since I got clean. I haven’t wanted to die since I left that scene.
Have you ever lost every single thing? In the blink of an eye?
It’s been awhile since I called this home.
And if I fall, I’ll make sure you know it.
Then when I choke, I’ll make sure you hear it.
Let it rain for days, they’ll still hear us laughing.
Fuck all night without passion. I awake and you vanish,
Because you know I deserve it.
I couldn’t make a friend my wife. I couldn’t fuck from the other side.
Have you been caught nodding off?
Does my admission make you cringe? I swear this could get a lot more grim.
I want you close, but stay the fuck away.
And if I fall, I’ll make sure you know it.
Then when I choke, I’ll make sure you hear it.
Let it rain for days, they’ll still hear us laughing.
Fuck all night without passion. I awake and you vanish,
Because you know I deserve it.
I can’t even...
I just can’t even with you…
And if you take my hand, I’ll prove that I’m worth it.
Even though I deserve it.
credits
from Dependent, Reliant,
released November 5, 2020
Music & Lyrics written by: Alex Re
supported by 4 fans who also own “Brutally Honest”
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